Face it.

REALITY.

It does bite.

P.S.

It was actually how they met.

It was the very beginning.

That concluded it all.

(I so like the color^^)

One of those...

Spur of the moment thing.
Brought about by intense emotions.


To you Persona!

          I know that it wasn't your fault. You actually curse yourself because you are...YOU. To spend your childhood being feared, pitied upon, to find out that your Alice is a curse, it is hard. Then a very special person brought light in your dark world and he gave you hope. He made you smile. That was your teacher,the father of the girl that you detest now. Why do you hate her? Because she reminds you of him, your teacher who pledged to bring you out once you are able to control your gift. The very man who taught you good things. The ONLY person who treated you as you are, a child then.
 And what did you just do? You killed him! You were blinded by rage installed upon you by the ESP, you were manipulated! Of course, you can't realize that then for you are so young. You just destroyed a wish. You destroyed a very simple wish, and destroyed not just one soul, but two. When will you realize that the one who really is concerned about your well-being has been killed, by you.
Then came Nobara, she was just like you, along with the other members of the Dangerous Ability Class. You were her savior, do you know that? She actually sees you as someone who took her hand and led to a world full of superficial judgements, fear and dark motives. You thrust her into a world wherein she is forced to utilize her Alice to do missions, to fight. You are turning her to be like you. It was going smoothly until a ray of sunshine washed upon her. Until the day that she met Mikan Sakura, your teacher's daughter, and she smiled at your precious Nobara.
You see, she knows you, she aches for you. She loved you. And by the time that she made you listen and think about who you really are, you had touched her, inflicting a fatal pain that is your Alice.
You see it clearly now. You realized it now as her soul touches you. As her soul leaves her body. You had killed yet another person , the second person to see you as you. Persona, you are one character that I cannot fathom. Pitiable, because you are the one who needed love badly.

Thus The Adventure Ends

Record of Fallen Vampire Quotations

“It’s foolish that you can’t see the new star because you are too obsessed with the lost one.”

- Bridget (Chapter 2)

“A clouded heart yields a clouded blade. Who can you kill with a sword that even the moon doesn’t reflect off?” – Bridget (Chapter 4)

“If you understand, then that’s fine.” – Bridget (Chapter 4)

Note: I wonder why I picked up 3 Bridget quotes in a row?

“Doubt comes before acceptance.” – GM

“Let me give you a piece of advice. Don’t get carried away.” – Strauss

“Why don’t we try asking the moon?” – Bridget

Note: The line is not something special, err… I take it back. There is something beyond those lines.

“Then what should I have done? The most precious person in my life was murdered by Akabara. Having to hug that cold body, these fifty years, what should I have done?” – Renka

Note: Yeah, I know. *Pats Renka on the head*

“The man who desires everything will eventually lose everything to his greed.” – Characters

“The only one I wanted to be by my side is Stella.” – Akabara

“Should I praise your light-heartedness, or should I be mad at your frivolity?” – GM

“Whoa, he sure works fast!”- General Morishima

“Little girl, you are very beautiful. Compared to us, you are definitely more beautiful.” – Bridget (she’s talking about Stella)

Chapter 20: Unedited comment: Oh sh*t! She (Bridget) witnessed it (Adelheid murdering Stella)?

“However, what irritates me the most is the me who thinks that way.” – Bridget

“Good or bad, it will all depend to the moon’s blessing.” – Stella

Chapter 21: *Takes a very long and deep breathe* *Tears* the chapter where Stella dies.

“Bridget’s deep hatred makes me sad.” – Lety

“I am a vampire who has conquered the sun.” – Akabara (This actually just an informative line, nothing more, but readers can actually create other denotation, ayt?)

“But just the possibility of him “ruling everything” is terrifying enough.”

Note: The existence itself can be a cause of a conflict, of a war. So wars are never fair, nor just. Just pure, unadulterated bloodshed.

“Because I fear nothing, everybody fears me.” – Akabara

Chapter 30: Damnit! He was never the bad guy! Why must his fate be this cruel? *Goosebumps* Gottfried “Rosered” Strauss, you truly are a great, the best king ever.

Chapter 31: Thank you, General Morishima for that wonderful explanation, but I still think that you’re a nuisance as a character (yeah yeah, you’re smart, but you’re human, my hopes for you ended on that fact, so I might as well hate you), but what I think of you doesn’t matter right? Cheers then. It all made sense now. And one thing became very very clear, it was overwhelming. It was Strauss’ selflessness that protected the Earth.

“If that were true, then that person is a king.” – Renka

Chapter 32: Hell, huh?

“Ah, that is the painful and misplaced strategy of an idiot king.” – Akabara

“But reality is not ideal…” – Morishima

Note: Taking quotations has taken its toll on me. It’s like, I don’t know, somehow I can just take note on all of their lines and say that they all bore meanings. And that would be nonsense, because they did not, and only those who had read the whole story can keep up with me and my notes.

Chapter 33: Double damn! You sly author! You never cease to surprise me!!!!! First, it wasn’t Adelheid who killed Stella, now, Stella’s mom is alive and she was Saberhagen? That’s completely mental! I think I just got a cold.

“It is inexcusable, to hate someone and be happy.” – The armored damphir, whatshisname? Edit: Fuuhaku!

Chapter 36: *Claps and whoots*

Chapter 37: I’m accounting for almost like every chapter! This time, it was revealed that Stella is the Black Swan. Am I shocked? Duh.

Chapter 38: … one word: tissue.

“For the sake of the bloodline, for the sake of the world… I cannot die! I must receive all the hatred. That is my sin and my punishment, without knowing a time to stop. As long as there’s a moon, as long as there is night, until the day that I’m killed.” – Akabara

Chapter 39 and 40: It’s all so unreasonable (Fuuhaku), so unfair (Lety). My sentiments exactly.

“If you wish to become strong, only you can conquer your own pain.” – Adelheid

Chapter 41: Awwwkay! I take back the things I’ve said about Morishima! He made me smile, that’s a feat! LOL. Seriously, I now consider him a cool character! The reason that made me change my mind? HI-MIT-SU. ^^

Chapter 43: Fin.

And thus ends my Record of the Fallen Vampire entries. To those who have read it, err..yeah…well..uhh… To those who haven’t read it yet, what are you waiting for?

Record of Fallen Vampire Chapter 1 of 43

An image of a heart being shattered into pieces...

I never expected it to turn out this way. It's just a chapter and yet someone died already. I know for a fact that they are not the main characters but heck! They have their own story, and it just came to an end. It is a much needed force for the storyline to push through, but in my opinion, *clears throat* seriously? That's it? That's the cause of the conflict?

The scene is heart-breaking it reminded me so much of Black Cat, and Sanosuke and Sayo of Samurai X.

The storyline is intriguing enough for me to stick to it for let's say 5 hours max. And the flow is new to me so I might not get bored with this one. There's one thing that bothers me though, it wasn't explained whether humans are 'humans' in this manga or if they all have some extraordinary powers or something. On the other hand, I am still on chapter 1, and there's a long way to go.

And yeah, what's with the word Damphirs? I laughed at it. It's just funny.

I am Sulking... :(

Because I have never felt so left out in my whole life!


I am irritated, ashamed, pissed off, and it annoys me all the more! I mean, why do people tend to judge others just because of their flaws, their weaknesses, hell! I thought this age is somewhat different! I guess not. More importantly, besides from being humiliated, that's how I feel, I was also disappointed. I thought I found THEM, them real friends, but starting tonight, they might need to convince me back, since I retake my trust, my concern, whatever!

This will pass, I'm sure.... And because I do know for a fact that no one actually reads this blog, I can shout and do whatever I want here, and they can all go to hell for all I care!

Well, maybe not all of them, just the ones who pisses me off?

Thank you very much! For that hell of a day!

Hitsuzen

	Hitsuzen
	"A naturally foreordained event. A state in which other outcomes are impossible. A result which can only be obtained by a single causality, and all other causalities would necessarily create different results. So reads the Kodansha Japanese desk dictionary, second edition." - Yuko Ichihara, xxxHolic     "There is not such thing as coincidence in this world. The only thing is hitsuzen.

SUNDAY

Just got home from a day-long vacation in Ilocos, and I think I am refreshed somehow.

Tension

Please, plase, please..


Stop him from over-exerting himself. Please do not let Natsume use his alice much longer. That would.... That would kill him for God's sake! 

"Instead of being aware of death, if you have the confidence to face the elementary school principal while being aware of life, if you can make a promise to Mikan like this, you should come over here to save her."- Hotaru Imai


You hear that Natsume? Be aware of life! Don't just f***ing go kill yourself, because that will hurt the girl you love all the more. If only the teachers did something about this beforehand, it would have saved them a lot of trouble, and your life might not be in this kind of ruins now. Twelve years ago, someone did try and change the system. They were your mother, and Mikan's parents. You might not believe it, but your lives are already intertwined even before you are born, so don't just go and severe that bond.






Normal- mode


Wow! I never thought that Jinno-sensei's alice can really be that powerful. 

Edit: Nobara?!! Why- How- When- What the heck? She's dead! She is dead! Youichi just saw her soul saying goodbye to Persona and now.... What the hell is this?




Gakuen Alice Chapter 154

Hell 

hath 

no 

fury 

than 

a 

woman 

scorned...

Sange and Yasha

“When Sange is forged, and Yasha is formed, as they support each other, they’ll become one.”

He was the moon.

She was the sun.

Was as the operative word, but we’ll get to that later.

As the stars dictate, they can never be. 

It is predestined that they meet not of each other, nor each others shadows, nor their names. 

They are oblivious of each others existence, and that will remain, for so many generations, for so many moons and suns, for eternity. 

That is what is written, that is the law. 

And if ever they do meet each other, death is inevitable, to either one or both.

But that flow will soon change, the story will soon be rewritten, the heavens will go crazy.

A/N: The idea just struck me after my brother insisted that I really should learn playing DOTA. It took me 10 mins. to read all of the weapon descriptions and I really enjoyed forging them. I didn't notice Yasha then. Or was it Sange? The one below the crossed swords? Oh well. That's it. These two weapons strengthen certain skills, and together, they can be of great help to your character. What can I say? I just fell in love with this!

          Although I still have no idea on how to start this one, I'll try to at least have a storyline filled with cliche'd themes, like star-cross'd lovers, tsundere awesomness, some mythologies here and there...

 

Blooms

Found it!

This is Kanou-kun. Not a lead character, but he's cute, ayt?

KWMS- Mode

Nande

Kaichou Wa Maid- sama that I soo love! Kyaa~~ <3 <3

Trinkets

October 14, 2011

7:14 AM

I just realized that I’m a very sentimental person. Yeah, my friends certainly know that but seriously, I never noticed it myself. I was looking through a lot of mementos and there’s an awful lot. Things that in my mom’s opinion are trash are the things that I consider as memoirs.

1.     A destroyed cellphone bling given to me by my 4^th year adviser during Christmas.

2.     Conversation notes of me and my bestfriend written during one boring class.

3.     Cards and Posters from way back when.

4.     All of my notebooks since Elementary.

5.     Some paper clippings of my most favorite project in my schooling history, UFO’s.

6.     My diaries. (Of course they can’t be thrown away.)

7.     An old music box that is now destroyed, from a childhood friend.

8.     Old chess pieces.

9.     Old Chess book.

10.  Some old photos.

11.  Books from highschool.

12.  Unfinished Cross-stitching.

13.  A bracelet that I loved so much I didn’t use it.

14.  A single piece of a gold leaf earring, the other is in my bestfriend’s keep.

15.  Test papers, quizzes, assignments and anything that are from school all compiled in different brown envelopes.

16.  Another batch of books.

17.  Cellophane strips that are used as props during one school event.

18.  Tickets.

I guess that’s it for now.