Saturday, December 31, 2011

High School Prophecy

This is high school.


It is already two years after graduation, and I am flooded by memories, all the fun and sad times, that I’ve experienced during my 4 years of high school. I keep having regrets, but as I’ve written before, as long as there are choices, there will still be regrets. The only difference is how deep those regrets are.

Dec. 24, 2011

I was thinking of something to write on this blog when I suddenly remembered our ‘lost’ class prophecy, or should I say forgotten? I am not blaming anyone, heck, if there’s someone to blame, it should have been me, because somewhere in my memories was that we kind of started it, then nothing. I can’t remember how it didn’t work out. I couldn’t remember why it wasn’t read to us during our graduation ceremonies. It may be a silly thing, nuisance even, but for me, and maybe even for those whose names should’ve been written in there, it would have meant a lot.

So here it is, Makil Technical School Batch 2009-2010 Class Prophecy (which is mainly written due to nostalgia and melancholy, and was supported and pushed through by boredom)

***

Success, according to MS Word 07 Thesaurus, is achievement, accomplishment, victory and triumph. But then, it made me ask, is it really? Is that what success’ very existence means? And then, here comes happiness. Do these two words co-exist, or is one a part of the other?

I started my blog with these thoughts, having no particular answer in my mind. My heart is giddy with excitement because after years of rarely being at home, I’ve already finished what I’ve tasked myself to do. And now, it’s time to go back to the place where I was born, the place where I’ve spent half of my life in. I wonder how my friends are right now. I have lost contact with most of my acquaintances during college, even most of my friends during high school. I wonder what kind of success they are experiencing. My phone rang; it was Angel Galuardo, the most treasured international model and my best friend of 10 years already. After graduating from a business course and climbing the corporate ladder for a few years, she found her life in modeling, and became very successful in that career. “What time will you be able to land? I’ll be available by 12 n,” she asked me. That would be after her last pictorial in advertising Angiellierre, a clothesline famous not only in the Philippines, but internationally. This atelier is owned by Makil Technical School’s very own, Angie Lyn Gomez, who is now happily married to [insert future husband’s name here]. Angie Lyn is actually a nurse/designer, hired by a lot of famous and influential people. Her works usually are sold-out, even put in auctions, not only here in the Philippines, but as I've said, internationally.

I boarded the plane at exactly 5:00 a.m. and am expected to enter the Philippine territory in 8 hours. I was exceedingly impressed by the airlines’ accommodations. Business partners Manuel Pacis and Julius Eblogen made it real big in their business of choice. I am so proud of those two, being recently labeled as the youngest entrepreneurs, and two of the most eligible bachelors in the country. I have had some business dealings with them in the past and they really grew up to be the intelligent, cunning moguls that they are now. I, as their long-time friend, could never be happier for them than I am now.

What surprised me inside the plane was the fact that the attendants who helped me with my things are none other than Rose Ann Bugarin, along with her best friend Aikolyn Galus. Imagine my delight after knowing that these two are already self-made. Add it to a yet another surprise; Kharteny Del Rosario is the one piloting the plane! Last thing I’ve heard of him was that, after winning the lotto, he pursued his life-long dream of being able to grace the racetracks with his daredevil antics with his sports car. Who would have thought that he settled down to being a commercial pilot? “It’s because,” Rose Ann supplied me with some news, “he is already engaged, and his fiancée doesn’t want him endangering himself, so he settled on being a pilot. And don’t you worry; he is exemplary in his job.” “I wonder who his fiancée is, do I know her?” I asked Rose Ann. She answered with a laugh, “Of course you do, remember Alfie? Alfie Lyn Tamingo? She is the fiancée.” Maybe I was a little surprised, but c’mon! They were like the best couple ever during high school (although they were so against the idea). Alfie Lyn Tamingo is the popular sculptor who made it well in Europe. After three years of just playing around and not being serious, her life made a huge turn when she found her calling and passion in an arts exhibit. Since then, she had devoted herself to sculpting the most amazing pieces all over the world, rivaling that of Michelangelo’s. For these people, following their passion is their success and their happiness.

I arrived in shortly thereafter, and I met up with Angel, and Angie’s husband, who was driving the car. After a short welcome and how-are-you’s, we drove to Rhodora Doña’s Cuisine, where a reservation has been made. Inside the 5-star restaurant is Rhods herself, smile plastered on her face. “Welcome back! How’s Atlanta? Where’s my gift?” she chattered enthusiastically, while leading us to our table. Still single and very stunning, Rhodora was the one arranging our batch’s get-together. She told us of how Makil Technical School bloomed and is now having new buildings on a broad portion of land which is donated by Mark Bryan Bolin and his wife, Jinky Dalimeg-Bolin. I’ve learned that Mark Bryan already owns half of the metro’s land and their hacienda is prominent for its premium livestock and crops. It was also then that Rhodora told us that the new principal is Dr. Elton Gomez MaEd, PhD, much to our surprise. With Kimbe Marinyll Galdonez as a teacher by his side, the student’s education is in safe hands. Yes, I know. First love never does die (Peace^^). We were all having fun eating and chatting when our interest was caught by sounds on the makeshift stage on front followed by a pleasing voice which sounded so exceedingly recognizable. It was then that we realized that the lead singer was none other than Rhea Grace Martin of the famous Prophecy band. “I managed to book them for this month, after a year waiting,” Rhodora laughed. It only showed how well-known they are in the music world. Someone from Rhea’s back was waving, and it was Leo Bacuaden who is behind the drums. “I thought you’re in Paris with some business conference?” I shouted at him. “That was a month ago, I’m here to unwind,” he answered, a smile set on his lips. “By the way, is Myla back in the country yet?” Angel asked him. Myla Dukey is now the distinguished contemporary pianist, and is at present on her world tour, serenading both classical and modern music aficionados. “Not yet, but she’ll be back soon to start her own school here,” Leo answered and he added,"oh and did you, by any chance, get an invitation to her engagement party with her fiance?". " Not yet?" I answered, curiosity lacing my voice. "Who is the lucky guy?" I asked, and Leo just smiled. "Julius Eblogen of course! They met in Giza a year ago, and bam! Old flames rekindled." I just love those kind of stories. By pure hard work and talent, I now witness these people luxuriating in triumph.

It was an exhausting ride back home, but with the comforts of Cabañero Transports, which is obviously owned by Jan Rhee Cabañero, we made it home in no time. Jan Rhee, aside from being a businessman, is also a writer/scriptwriter. It was through that career of his that I got informed of Florencio Gabaine’s whereabouts. “Florencio is Gabby Renz,” Jan Rhee, who joined us inside the bus, said. “He never expected his stories to become bestsellers but the moment that they did, he feared for his own privacy. He never showed himself to the public, and only us, Florencio’s co-writers who knew of his real identity.” I knew it! Gabby really is my highschool friend! I am actually a fan of him. The bus stopped, picking up passengers and we saw uniformed men enter. They are actually intimidating, if not for their smiling faces. It was then that I realized that those military men were Jakcson Aglit and John Eric Angagan. What a coincidence to be able to meet them here, on board a bus and halfway to home. So they did manage to achieve their long-time dream, and I didn’t even bother asking why they are in their uniforms. Jan Rhee stopped by St. Antoinette Hospital, saying he’ll have to fetch his long-time girlfriend Dr. Gemalyn Tumacdang who is a doctor and a major stockholder of that said hospital.  Another definition of success is when you have achieved your own dreams.

Finally! We have arrived in Galimuyod Ilocos sur, with Mayor Karl Michael Calura’s smiling face poster welcoming us. I always knew that politics is his game, and with the town under his just and principled lead for 3 years already, we saw prosperity all over the place. I was amazed by how the municipal hall changed so much, and Angel told me that it was Engr. Nimrod Manzano and Architect Jailline Apilado who led the renovation. Their team-up became famous for their abstract yet eco-friendly and safe buildings, teaming up with Real Estate Geniuses Jessica Patti Guilambo and Jessica Valdez in building the first ever subdivision in Ilocos sur which is at par on those subdivisions in Greenhills. Posted in front of the Police Station is the name Janver Pangisban, and at first I thought he was a wanted criminal in our town but it was the other way around, he is the new Chief of Police after serving dedicatedly for 2 years. Another poster that caught my attention is the one with John Mark Novida’s billboard, featuring him, in his PBA team’s jersey, advertising an energy drink. They are the ones who helped our town prosper, the ones who didn’t venture out and instead improved on their very own ways, but not leaving their homes.

Though of varied definitions, success is written all over our names. The most important thing is that we found happiness, love and satisfaction on whatever goal we had achieved, and that is more precious than all the wealth, prestige, power or awards that we got on the way to the top. It may be somewhat irrational, unreachable, and impossible even, but with pure determination and a bit of luck, those dreams can become reality.  

Thus I ended my blog entry for this day, surfing the net for new updates on books to be ordered for my bookstore, and only one thing in my mind. We really did make it.

~~~~ Owari~~~Fin~~~End~~~~
****

As someone might notice, I didn’t write a sloppy it-was-just-a-dream ending, because it certainly isn’t, aside from the fact that I wasn’t sleeping when I wrote this, ergo not dreaming. Kidding. I opened the invite/list of graduates thingy and I lmao’d after seeing that the dreams written there was the exact opposite of what they had become in this prophecy. Oh well, this thing is just based on my own perspective so gomenasai!

Oh! And I remembered about the famous pairings during highschool, like KhartenyxAlfie, JinkyxMark Bryan, EltonxKimbe, and I even added another one, Jan RheexGemalyn! I can’t help it!!! I actually decided against AngelxKarl but just for a tiny bit of hope, Mayor Karl is still single and very much available, so is Angel. LeoxJessica pair isn’t much of a fuss for me, since I now know the real deal, etc etc… Comments? Violent reactions?
Hope you like it!


Sunday, December 18, 2011

Lambo-san's Antics

This is in Japan...

Taxi driver: Where would you like to go?
Adult lambo dressed as 5 year old lambo: Italy...
Taxi driver: Im sorry i can't go there... anywhere else?
Lambo: Aunt Otavia's house.
Taxi Driver: Where is that?
Lambo: Italy...

Comparison

Claimer: An original work of mine.

Comparison

Darkness claims darkness
As lullabies wake me up…
Shrill sounds of ache
Buzzing endlessly…

Space.Time.Oblivion
Calls unto me
Why?
Pain.Darkness.Hurt
Getting nearer,
Why?

My intellect is merely an ant
Compared to that boulder
Of Knowledge..
Deep. Heavy
That boulder of knowledge
Compared to life
Is dust
Floating.Tiny

Buzzing endlessly
Without stopping.
On and on and on…
There’s no end
An infinite flow
Of  non-sensical thoughts
Non-stop…
That disturbs me….

! 17 !

Officially 17~~~~ <3 <3

Saturday, December 17, 2011

! 17 !

I'm turning 17 tomorrow.

Then I had this freakin' urge to cry.

Reason: I don't really know.

MiMiMiMi

I laugh, 
I cry, 
I smile, 
I try. 

I write... 

When it's too much, 
When there's none. 

When I'm tired, 
Or when I just cried. 

This is my "I". 
My salvation. 
My tears. 
My relief.

Only. 
Only. 
Me.

Nothing more,
Nothing less.

When you want to trust others, 
you need to trust yourself first.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Screaming at me...

Is this line:

"How much time do I have left, to protect the woman I love?"


- Natsume Hyuuga

That feeling...

 When you have found the ones you really want to be with.

 But you just can say goodbye to the ones you're with.

 The best would be not to severe that bond.

 That would be it.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Koizora


Koizora


It is a horizon, between what can be real, and is real. Between fantasy and reality. A heart-warming movie that would make you utter a wish, and then take it back for you to wish it again. How so? It is a blend of sincere scenes of love, and cruel scenes of life, that would make you cringe, and then smile for the retribution.

The time that Mika was raped, it made me sick. My stomach churned, my head hurt. It was the same when she came back to school after that. But when Hiro unexpectedly did what he did that time, my tears actually fell and I was begging, crying, wishing for their tribulations to end. He is such a good guy, they really love each other, and I felt that warmth. It would have been a happy ending after Hiro’s outburst and proclamation of love, but no. It wasn’t over yet.

55:48 : Duh.

Owari.

Truly, one of the best stories so far.

It made me laugh while crying, gave me goosebumps, dazed me for like hours.

It is one of those stories that, even though you already know that it’s useless, you would still hope, you would still ask and beg for it, because you are affected by the character’s strength and determination, that giving up wouldn’t even enter your mind.

I didn’t mean to, but then tears just started flowing out, and at the last part, it gave me a warm, fuzzy feeling. I will truly, zettai! Remember their love, that is pure, strong, and forever.

To Hiro and Mika, cheers.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Monday, November 28, 2011

P.S.

It was actually how they met.

It was the very beginning.

That concluded it all.

(I so like the color^^)

Sunday, November 27, 2011

One of those...

Spur of the moment thing.
Brought about by intense emotions.


To you Persona!

          I know that it wasn't your fault. You actually curse yourself because you are...YOU. To spend your childhood being feared, pitied upon, to find out that your Alice is a curse, it is hard. Then a very special person brought light in your dark world and he gave you hope. He made you smile. That was your teacher,the father of the girl that you detest now. Why do you hate her? Because she reminds you of him, your teacher who pledged to bring you out once you are able to control your gift. The very man who taught you good things. The ONLY person who treated you as you are, a child then.
 And what did you just do? You killed him! You were blinded by rage installed upon you by the ESP, you were manipulated! Of course, you can't realize that then for you are so young. You just destroyed a wish. You destroyed a very simple wish, and destroyed not just one soul, but two. When will you realize that the one who really is concerned about your well-being has been killed, by you.
Then came Nobara, she was just like you, along with the other members of the Dangerous Ability Class. You were her savior, do you know that? She actually sees you as someone who took her hand and led to a world full of superficial judgements, fear and dark motives. You thrust her into a world wherein she is forced to utilize her Alice to do missions, to fight. You are turning her to be like you. It was going smoothly until a ray of sunshine washed upon her. Until the day that she met Mikan Sakura, your teacher's daughter, and she smiled at your precious Nobara.
You see, she knows you, she aches for you. She loved you. And by the time that she made you listen and think about who you really are, you had touched her, inflicting a fatal pain that is your Alice.
You see it clearly now. You realized it now as her soul touches you. As her soul leaves her body. You had killed yet another person , the second person to see you as you. Persona, you are one character that I cannot fathom. Pitiable, because you are the one who needed love badly.

Thus The Adventure Ends


Record of Fallen Vampire Quotations


“It’s foolish that you can’t see the new star because you are too obsessed with the lost one.”
- Bridget (Chapter 2)

“A clouded heart yields a clouded blade. Who can you kill with a sword that even the moon doesn’t reflect off?” – Bridget (Chapter 4)

“If you understand, then that’s fine.” – Bridget (Chapter 4)

Note: I wonder why I picked up 3 Bridget quotes in a row?

“Doubt comes before acceptance.” – GM

“Let me give you a piece of advice. Don’t get carried away.” – Strauss

“Why don’t we try asking the moon?” – Bridget

Note: The line is not something special, err… I take it back. There is something beyond those lines.

“Then what should I have done? The most precious person in my life was murdered by Akabara. Having to hug that cold body, these fifty years, what should I have done?” – Renka

Note: Yeah, I know. *Pats Renka on the head*

“The man who desires everything will eventually lose everything to his greed.” – Characters

“The only one I wanted to be by my side is Stella.” – Akabara

“Should I praise your light-heartedness, or should I be mad at your frivolity?” – GM

“Whoa, he sure works fast!”- General Morishima

“Little girl, you are very beautiful. Compared to us, you are definitely more beautiful.” – Bridget (she’s talking about Stella)

Chapter 20: Unedited comment: Oh sh*t! She (Bridget) witnessed it (Adelheid murdering Stella)?

“However, what irritates me the most is the me who thinks that way.” – Bridget

“Good or bad, it will all depend to the moon’s blessing.” – Stella

Chapter 21: *Takes a very long and deep breathe* *Tears* the chapter where Stella dies.

“Bridget’s deep hatred makes me sad.” – Lety



“I am a vampire who has conquered the sun.” – Akabara (This actually just an informative line, nothing more, but readers can actually create other denotation, ayt?)


“But just the possibility of him “ruling everything” is terrifying enough.”

Note: The existence itself can be a cause of a conflict, of a war. So wars are never fair, nor just. Just pure, unadulterated bloodshed.

“Because I fear nothing, everybody fears me.” – Akabara

Chapter 30: Damnit! He was never the bad guy! Why must his fate be this cruel? *Goosebumps* Gottfried “Rosered” Strauss, you truly are a great, the best king ever.

Chapter 31: Thank you, General Morishima for that wonderful explanation, but I still think that you’re a nuisance as a character (yeah yeah, you’re smart, but you’re human, my hopes for you ended on that fact, so I might as well hate you), but what I think of you doesn’t matter right? Cheers then. It all made sense now. And one thing became very very clear, it was overwhelming. It was Strauss’ selflessness that protected the Earth.

“If that were true, then that person is a king.” – Renka

Chapter 32: Hell, huh?

“Ah, that is the painful and misplaced strategy of an idiot king.” – Akabara

“But reality is not ideal…” – Morishima

Note: Taking quotations has taken its toll on me. It’s like, I don’t know, somehow I can just take note on all of their lines and say that they all bore meanings. And that would be nonsense, because they did not, and only those who had read the whole story can keep up with me and my notes.

Chapter 33: Double damn! You sly author! You never cease to surprise me!!!!! First, it wasn’t Adelheid who killed Stella, now, Stella’s mom is alive and she was Saberhagen? That’s completely mental! I think I just got a cold.

“It is inexcusable, to hate someone and be happy.” – The armored damphir, whatshisname? Edit: Fuuhaku!

Chapter 36: *Claps and whoots*

Chapter 37: I’m accounting for almost like every chapter! This time, it was revealed that Stella is the Black Swan. Am I shocked? Duh.

Chapter 38: … one word: tissue.

“For the sake of the bloodline, for the sake of the world… I cannot die! I must receive all the hatred. That is my sin and my punishment, without knowing a time to stop. As long as there’s a moon, as long as there is night, until the day that I’m killed.” – Akabara

Chapter 39 and 40: It’s all so unreasonable (Fuuhaku), so unfair (Lety). My sentiments exactly.

“If you wish to become strong, only you can conquer your own pain.” – Adelheid

Chapter 41: Awwwkay! I take back the things I’ve said about Morishima! He made me smile, that’s a feat! LOL. Seriously, I now consider him a cool character! The reason that made me change my mind? HI-MIT-SU. ^^

Chapter 43: Fin.

And thus ends my Record of the Fallen Vampire entries. To those who have read it, err..yeah…well..uhh… To those who haven’t read it yet, what are you waiting for?



Saturday, November 19, 2011

Record of Fallen Vampire Chapter 1 of 43

An image of a heart being shattered into pieces...







I never expected it to turn out this way. It's just a chapter and yet someone died already. I know for a fact that they are not the main characters but heck! They have their own story, and it just came to an end. It is a much needed force for the storyline to push through, but in my opinion, *clears throat* seriously? That's it? That's the cause of the conflict?

The scene is heart-breaking it reminded me so much of Black Cat, and Sanosuke and Sayo of Samurai X.

The storyline is intriguing enough for me to stick to it for let's say 5 hours max. And the flow is new to me so I might not get bored with this one. There's one thing that bothers me though, it wasn't explained whether humans are 'humans' in this manga or if they all have some extraordinary powers or something. On the other hand, I am still on chapter 1, and there's a long way to go.

And yeah, what's with the word Damphirs? I laughed at it. It's just funny.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

I am Sulking... :(

Because I have never felt so left out in my whole life!


I am irritated, ashamed, pissed off, and it annoys me all the more! I mean, why do people tend to judge others just because of their flaws, their weaknesses, hell! I thought this age is somewhat different! I guess not. More importantly, besides from being humiliated, that's how I feel, I was also disappointed. I thought I found THEM, them real friends, but starting tonight, they might need to convince me back, since I retake my trust, my concern, whatever!

This will pass, I'm sure.... And because I do know for a fact that no one actually reads this blog, I can shout and do whatever I want here, and they can all go to hell for all I care!

Well, maybe not all of them, just the ones who pisses me off?

Thank you very much! For that hell of a day!

Hitsuzen


Hitsuzen

 
"A naturally foreordained event. A state in which other outcomes are impossible. A result which can only be obtained by a single causality, and all other causalities would necessarily create different results. So reads the Kodansha Japanese desk dictionary, second edition." - Yuko Ichihara, xxxHolic
 
 
"There is not such thing as coincidence in this world. The only thing is hitsuzen.

SUNDAY

Just got home from a day-long vacation in Ilocos, and I think I am refreshed somehow.


Monday, November 7, 2011

Tension

Please, plase, please..


Stop him from over-exerting himself. Please do not let Natsume use his alice much longer. That would.... That would kill him for God's sake! 


"Instead of being aware of death, if you have the confidence to face the elementary school principal while being aware of life, if you can make a promise to Mikan like this, you should come over here to save her."- Hotaru Imai


You hear that Natsume? Be aware of life! Don't just f***ing go kill yourself, because that will hurt the girl you love all the more. If only the teachers did something about this beforehand, it would have saved them a lot of trouble, and your life might not be in this kind of ruins now. Twelve years ago, someone did try and change the system. They were your mother, and Mikan's parents. You might not believe it, but your lives are already intertwined even before you are born, so don't just go and severe that bond.






Normal- mode


Wow! I never thought that Jinno-sensei's alice can really be that powerful. 

Edit: Nobara?!! Why- How- When- What the heck? She's dead! She is dead! Youichi just saw her soul saying goodbye to Persona and now.... What the hell is this?




Gakuen Alice Chapter 154
Hell 
hath 
no 
fury 
than 
woman 
scorned...

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Sange and Yasha

“When Sange is forged, and Yasha is formed, as they support each other, they’ll become one.”



He was the moon.
She was the sun.

Was as the operative word, but we’ll get to that later.

As the stars dictate, they can never be. 
It is predestined that they meet not of each other, nor each others shadows, nor their names. 
They are oblivious of each others existence, and that will remain, for so many generations, for so many moons and suns, for eternity. 
That is what is written, that is the law. 
And if ever they do meet each other, death is inevitable, to either one or both.

But that flow will soon change, the story will soon be rewritten, the heavens will go crazy.

A/N: The idea just struck me after my brother insisted that I really should learn playing DOTA. It took me 10 mins. to read all of the weapon descriptions and I really enjoyed forging them. I didn't notice Yasha then. Or was it Sange? The one below the crossed swords? Oh well. That's it. These two weapons strengthen certain skills, and together, they can be of great help to your character. What can I say? I just fell in love with this!
          Although I still have no idea on how to start this one, I'll try to at least have a storyline filled with cliche'd themes, like star-cross'd lovers, tsundere awesomness, some mythologies here and there...
 

Blooms

Found it!

This is Kanou-kun. Not a lead character, but he's cute, ayt?
KWMS- Mode

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Nande

Kaichou Wa Maid- sama that I soo love! Kyaa~~ <3 <3

Trinkets


October 14, 2011
7:14 AM


I just realized that I’m a very sentimental person. Yeah, my friends certainly know that but seriously, I never noticed it myself. I was looking through a lot of mementos and there’s an awful lot. Things that in my mom’s opinion are trash are the things that I consider as memoirs.

1.     A destroyed cellphone bling given to me by my 4th year adviser during Christmas.
2.     Conversation notes of me and my bestfriend written during one boring class.
3.     Cards and Posters from way back when.
4.     All of my notebooks since Elementary.
5.     Some paper clippings of my most favorite project in my schooling history, UFO’s.
6.     My diaries. (Of course they can’t be thrown away.)
7.     An old music box that is now destroyed, from a childhood friend.
8.     Old chess pieces.
9.     Old Chess book.
10.  Some old photos.
11.  Books from highschool.
12.  Unfinished Cross-stitching.
13.  A bracelet that I loved so much I didn’t use it.
14.  A single piece of a gold leaf earring, the other is in my bestfriend’s keep.
15.  Test papers, quizzes, assignments and anything that are from school all compiled in different brown envelopes.
16.  Another batch of books.
17.  Cellophane strips that are used as props during one school event.
18.  Tickets.


I guess that’s it for now.